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As I've been getting into journalling a lot lately, I somewhat regret that so much of my life is unrecorded and unremembered (I won't say forgotten because I believe some memories can be brought to the surface)

Anyone ever try writing about stuff they remember happening to them in the past? I don't have precise dates for certain things but I've been trying to recall certain things just to see if I can uncover any memories I might have lying dormant and have a better idea of the timeline of my life. I've been able to piece together certain things like when I traveled here and there from train tickets I happened to have saved. Just wondered if anyone had any interesting experiences doing thi

I was looking at my Auto Likes playlist and there's a ton of stuff in there that I never liked or even listened to. Is this some kind of bug? It defeats the purpose of a likes playlist if there's a bunch of stuff in there I hate and would never listen to.

I have a habit of saying to myself I'll do the thing that I'm supposed to do at exactly 2:00pm, for example, then 2pm comes and goes and I go, OK, well I'll start it at 3pm instead, it's fine, I've still got most of the day ahead of me. I have to start on a nice round number, like exactly 3 or exactly half past. And it goes on like that hour after hour until it's the end of the day and I didn't do it at all, I just hit an imaginary snooze button in my head repeatedly.

I'm an adult with ADHD-PI, as far as I am aware.

There's a version of me that people approve of, that can carry out a task to completion with quality that I might even be complimented for. There's a version of me that can talk once in a while and maybe even make someone laugh. I think, hey, maybe they could really like me if they just saw this version of me enough of the time. This version of me that can talk about things with a hint of enthusiasm and feel like he contributed. That's a person that people want to know. Perhaps there's some future where this person can stay and achieve all the things that I need to to be content. I fantasize about it all the time - the person I wish I could b

A trophy. An accessory. A pet. Property. The reason for the ring on your finger. The glue holding your failing relationship together. A meal ticket. Respect and love even if you haven't earned it. A subordinate. Unpaid labour. Your biggest accomplishment. Your proudest creation. Your entertainment. An experiment. A project. An accident. A mistake.The thing holding you back. The only reason you carry on. A carer. Perhaps the last person who will ever care. A mourner. A legacy.

All a means to a shitty fucking end.

The end.

I've recently been diagnosed as an adult and I just don't understand that if I've had this why it's never been looked into. I was put on Concerta XL 18mg a couple of weeks ago and I just took it not really knowing what to expect.

A voice in the back of my head is telling me that I'm a fraud I don't really have problems I'm just lazy I'm just looking for an excuse. I shouldn't be making excuses for why I'm such a directionless, unmotivated loser. I feel like because I don't have the hyperactivity side of it that I'm just BSing myself. It might have been there when I was a child but it's either gone or I've been suppressing it.

I haven't noticed any remarkable changes as far as being able to

For some time now I've been having frequent bowel movements. I've seen people raving about how often they poop like it's a good thing to be shitting all the time. It feels excessive to me. I'm going back and forth to the bathroom at work constantly and it's just mortifying. It can be upwards of six movements a day but it's typically 3-5. It's only got worse since I've been eating more to put on weight. Please, I need a solution.