Often times I will get stuck in a thought circle of the greater meaning of life and why things the way they are and the greater philosophical meaning of life existing. When I try to engage these questions with NTs they look at me like I'm crazy.
Work, school, love, hatred, past, present, future, how to survive and provide. Why? These thoughts enter my soul and it feels like I have 100 million thoughts zooming across the galaxy and my whole essence is going to explode into ether of space. I enter a meltdown on my bed but not a typical meltdown like it really feels like my body is melting and if I open my eyes my body will just be a puddle. I get glued there afraid to move until I am sure I