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34F, 5'10",150 lb, White, Southeast USA

ADHD, major depressive disorder, pernicious anemia, bradycardia, ISWRD (I sleep 8-12 hrs and night with a 2-4 hr nap during the day)

Current medications - 15 mg adderall, 60 mg duloxetine, spirolactone (for acne) Supplements- B12/B6/Folate

For about a week or so, I have been feeling an occasional euphoric full body squeeze like a warm hand pressing me down. It first happened when I was lying in bed. It is not sleep paralysis because I was able to move normally. I actually got panicked that it was death's sweet embrace 😭

When it happens while standing up, it feels like I am being compressed from the top of my head and becoming shorter. Before I was

My whole brain lit up with recognition at 12.42 of this YouTube video. Almost positive it's the score to a movie I've seen. Does anyone know what song he is humming?

(I have asked MistaGG what it is but its not likely he'll get around to answering, will update thread if he does)

Hey all!

In highschool (2004-2007ish) I was really into horror/sci fi short story anthologies. Splatterpunks and Bad Moon Rising were among my favorites. I was trying to find a story I read around that time. I remember it being thought-provoking about gender...maybe through no genuine intention to be so by the author. I could have sworn it was A. called Nymphophobia and B. by Harlan Ellison but combinations of this aren't yielding google results. I tried some titles like Gynophobia and Narcissophilia with no results either. With the publishing dates of stuff I was into back then, I think it had to have been written in the 1970s or 80s. (If you want to hunt for this just know there's a s*xua