manwithoutreason

I played some chess and starting reading a new book, but mostly I just LDAR'd. How about you?

I'm all alone and eating toast.

Imagine men as women as single numbers in an abstract environment. Here's an image to help your imagination: https://i.imgur.com/fzD8Sxa.png

Blue represents men and pink represents women. The number labelling each of them represents their "attractiveness". The numbers are distributed the same way for both sexes, with most people being 4s, 5s and 6s - just like in real life.

Now I want you to imagine how these numbers should pair themselves up to give their offspring the best possible advantage given the following rules:

• Higher numbers are better
• Offspring will have the average of their parents' numbers (e.g. 5 + 7 will make a 6)
• **Pink (women) have to invest 9 months into reproducin

Ever since my teens I always wanted to be a dad some day. I'm almost 29 now and it's looking less and less likely. Now that I better understand the dynamics between men and women I'm not even sure it's a good idea.

One things for sure if it ever happens I'll be insisting on a paternity test.

Hbu celfam?

Zero.

I took the RAADS-R test recently and got these results:

https://i.imgur.com/iozR6MW.png

Literally a social retard.

Over the last few years I've hyperanalysed myself to the point of self-destruction. There isn't a single part of body that I wouldn't change given the chance - from the top of my hair to the tips of my toes - I've found fault with everything.

When I walk around I constantly check people out (men and woman) and work out what I like/dislike about their appearance and how they compare to me. It's so easy for me to make quick judgements of what people do well, what's working for them, what they should change. But when I look at myself I can't do the same thing. I just see unattractive.

My face looks highly asymmetrical to me. One side of my face seems to be quite good looking, but the other si