Wow, This community is really supportive and his been a blessing. I've been a lurker for quite awhile. I've just never felt the need to say anything. This is such a hard addiction to crack. We keep moving forward and we keep failing. All of us have our own individual battles and reasons why were doing what were doing. But it's about moving forward every hour of every day.
I hate this so much. It's been the hardest, saddest, loneliest 20 years+ hell I've ever put myself through. Raising kids, marriage, divorce all of it. I've been lucky my entire life with dating beautiful , awesome, patient women who've loved me more than I love myself, but at the end of the day I haven't been able to kee
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