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My husband (33) was very obsessed with FIRE. He had an entire plan for us to retire early by our early 40s. He saved every penny. We both worked excruciating hours; our dream was to spend many years traveling once we retired.

One morning last year, we had breakfast, he kissed me goodbye and said he’d see me for dinner. He died in an accident later that morning. He never made it home for dinner.

He had been saving like crazy his whole life. He worked brutal hours for this FIRE dream. Luckily, in the year or so before the accident, I’d finally gotten him to spend some money. We went to the Alps, we went to the beach, we had nice dinners, we got a new camper. I’m so glad we did those thing

One month without my love, my soulmate. One whole fucking month. It is excruciating. I don’t know how I am supposed to endure this.

We had such a lovely morning together, he was supposed to be home before I got back from work that afternoon. We had dinner plans. We had life plans. That was my best friend.

He never came home that day. The worst day of my life. And I relive that day every day since. The horror.

I saw him. I kissed his forehead when it was cold. I still somehow cannot fully accept that this happened, despite seeing his body without his soul in it.

The world is cruel for taking him, and crueler for leaving me behind. I honestly wish I would’ve been with him that day, so

Sometimes I feel his presence, his love, his support. Sometimes I talk out loud to him.

It’s been one month. Every night I lay in bed and my heart shatters more, how is that even possible. Knowing he’ll never be beside me again. Never hold my hand. I’ll never stare in his eyes, hold his scruffy face. That’s my best friend. My soulmate. My world.

All I want is to go be with him. I know he’d want me to keep going, keep living, taking care of everyone else for him. I just feel ripped apart. My life ended with his, and now I’m trapped in this life I did not choose.

I need my love back. I need my life back. I would give anything to go back in time, tell him to stay home that day instead.

I have reason to believe an extremely important (to me, not the world) gpx file was altered. There is some sort of flaw with the data, and I need to know if this flaw was intentionally created by the user to skew the information regarding location & time.

I don’t have much computer experience frankly, but I am interested in hiring someone who has experience reviewing these types of gpx (from a garmin watch) files.

Does anyone know of any firms or experts who could help me decipher if this file was altered?

Thanks in advance for any help at all.