noidea666

So, 9 months ago i lost my ex boyfriend..It was my first relationship and his first serious one which lasted 5 years. We broke up some months before he killed himself.I know now that something wasn't right and it was why we broke up, but at that time i hadn't seen what was about to come..Anyway, after i found and went through the funeral etc i quit my studies and went back home, developed depression and I'm battling since. The thing is, i had a good relationship with his parents, went there for visits, spend time at their place. After he died though,keeping contact became to intense for me..They would text a lot,send me many pictures and even private messages him and i exchanged. After a whi