notsofasthun

As a bi woman the most fun I have had is with other bi women and bi men! Lesbians judge me for dating men and straight cis men dont get that I am gay! But other bi people? We can check out every body and be gay and do crimes together!

I am in a very precarious life situation and the stress and uncertainty of not knowing where I am gonna be in the future is truly killing me. I am anxious and on edge all the time. I can't focus enough to do my daily mediation practice. What do you guys do to cope with these sort of situations?

We can do anything between making sweet love and rough filthy sex that leaves us both breathless and sore.

I want you to fuck me doggy style with my hands pinned behind my back till I am screaming into the pillow

I want to ride your face

I want you to eat me out till your face is covered in my cum ( I do squirt!)

I want to do it raw and be filled dripping with your cum

I want you to spank me raw and then kiss me gently and cuddle me

Fuck me into oblivion and then hold me close and kiss my forehead and clean me up after

I want to call you daddy as we make sweet love in missionary with little soft kisses in between
I want to call you daddy as you destroy my pussy and make me scream.

I don't want to go through life being a fiend of some sorts

I also don't want to listen to my doctor and take meds that will tone down my sex drive

But the demon of hypersexuality can fucking take me out if I let it.

I am stuck in Quarantine like every body else and horny as fuck.

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A little about me

I am a curvy brown girl (south Asian), black hair,(almost) black eyes, and I have huge titties if I do say so myself

I am down to exchange pictures (selfies only) after we have gotten to know each other a bit

I am also down for phone sex ( Especially down for phone sex).

Now the fun part:

I like rough sex, hair pulling, spanking, choking, being fucked till I am sore. I love making people cum, being covered in cum, swallowing cum. I especially love it when I am eaten out for hours.

I have a daddy kink. I want you to fuck me hard and then take care of me and kiss my forehead. Cuddle me to s

Do you guys know any good books or resources to incorporate tantra and masturbation together? I want to explore tantra on my own without a partner so I have better experiences with partners.

For me

I saw this porn where they were doing doggy and he would bend her backwards and kiss her mouth....pretty hot....why did no one kiss me during doggy yet or try that on me? They just kiss my back and pull my hair and slap my ass. Enough! I want kisses during doggy, that's on my bucket list from now on!

What might be some energetic blocks and broken energy systems that create a feeling of low self worth/self hatred in people? And how do we heal from that?

I was wondering what the energetic causes of low self worth might be? Do any of you have experience working with people who have experienced this? Thanks.

I have first started out in SLAA then tried SAA. I have blown through 5 or so sponsors. Done the steps once and then attempted to do them again multiple times. My most recent sponsor stopped working with me after a relapse and said "you need professional help doing the steps repeateadly expecting different results is not going to help you". I looked for professional help and I cant afford treatment. Rehab for alcoholism is covered in my city and I identify as an alcoholic but they aren't taking people due to COVID. My sex addiction is taking me out. I cant stay celibate for more than a month before I relapse. I cant fathom waiting for a relationship before being sexual again. I cant imagine

After 5 sponsors and doing the steps many times I have lost hope of ever getting better. My last sponsor fired me when I was on step one and I had another relapse. She said I needed professional help instead of doing the steps repeatedly expecting different results. I cant afford treatment. I have asked another person to sponsor me but dont have much hope about it. And I have exhausted the list of potential sponsors in my city. And I dont think this person is very healthy either but I am desperate.

I dont know what to do. I have done the steps once with my first sponsor then had a relapse and had multiple attempts at doing the steps again and multiple relapses. My sex addiction takes me ou

I am definitely conscious sex without love is not ideal. Sex with love is something else that cannot be compared with meaningless sex. But doesn't mean meaningless when done with good communication and with good compatibility isn't good for the body. But is it good for the soul?

Do we cause harm to our spirits when we seperate emotions from the sexual act?

Most spiritual traditions hold the tenent that sex should not be done outside of a committed relationship. Some traditions even go as far as to say that sex corrupts the soul and preach ascetism. Why? Why is sex harmful? Why is sex seen as dirty and corrupting the soul? A sin (Looking really hard at Catholicism right now).

But t

I haven't had sex in a month or even two months and I am horny

But my whole reasoning was "I am single, I have low self esteem that I need to work on, clubs and bars arent open and I hate dating apps"

Like I could go on a dating app and arrange hookups but I just feel unsafe going over to strangers houses without being able to meet them at a coffee shop what with COVID regulations. I dont wanna engage in risky sexual behavior again. Where I hook up with strangers. Dont get me wrong in the past I have done that and had good experience but I dont feel good about myself when I put myself at risk repeatedly for satisfying my sexual urges.

I am just so confused. And also sexually frustrated.

I am just looking for people who realized the way they were using sex was harmful to their self esteem and sense of worth. And worked on themselves to develop a healtheir relationship with sex.

I realized sex for me is about validation and making up for my low self worth and a way of getting attention. I would like to build a healthier sexuality and work on myself. And be celibate till I can confidently say I am having sex because I am horny and not to fill a void. Any advice and suggestions is appreciated.