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Haven’t smoked in almost 7 months,but I smoked smoking cigarettes a month ago. For the past two weeks I’ve craved meth so bad I’ve almost went out and copped,but I haven’t yet. I would have to get the ice and a pipe and a lighter...I’d have to re buy everything which I guess has stopped me. I have never craved ice before,always just smoked when I showed up at a friends house and it was around and free. Now my mouth waters for it and I am dreaming about it every night. I’ve probably smoked on and off many times not sure how many maybe 6-10 times total? Maybe less than that,I’m not really forsure cuz I was also taking a lot of Xanax at the time usually and I don’t really have the best memory o