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I’ve been doing research into this case and his intentions, but it took a lot of searching to find some articles that said that a relative of Adam said that he was getting bullied there and came back with bruises. If it’s true I feel like it could have contributed to his motivation. I assume it’s not well known though because the only source is an unnamed relative.
F24 5’3” 110 lbs
Since I was young I had this thing where when I ate certain kinds of food with oil my stomach hurts. I found it out from eating Fritos when I was around 3 or 4, and it happened again later when I ate Golden Grahams, and eventually discovered salmon and walnuts and the tomato sauce Giordano’s uses cause it too. And if I eat too much it causes diarrhea too. I’m just curious about it it’s not major but I’ve also bloated my whole life a lot too and wondered if that was connected. I searched online about this and it looks like nobody else’s stomach hurts at these things.
F24 5’3”
Since I was young I had this thing where when I ate certain kinds of food with oil my stomach hurts. I found it out from eating Fritos when I was around 3 or 4, and it happened again later when I ate Golden Grahams, and eventually discovered salmon and walnuts and the tomato sauce Giordano’s uses cause it too. And if I eat too much it causes diarrhea too. I’m just curious about it it’s not major but I’ve also bloated my whole life a lot too and wondered if that was connected. I searched online about this and it looks like nobody else’s stomach hurts at these things.
There’s a guy I’ve been watching on YouTube who has recently been asking for money since he is hungry and doesn’t have any money at this moment or get any donations. Even a small amount would be helpful, I don’t like seeing him suffer. His name is ILLKAT on YouTube where he has his PayPal and cash app links.
I have suppressed anger on this so I'm going to try to let it out. A year ago I was buying books at the bookstore and this lady answered the phone and right when she said "hi" she sounded so out of it and mean, like she didn't want to be there. I asked if the book was there and she responded the same way, like I was a problem. I brushed it off as something else but felt bad after that. I went to the bookstore and the same lady was there. Black hair I think. She showed me where my book was and I don't remember all of it but she was extremely mean. I don't know how to say it, her tone was as if she was assaulting me or I was a nuisance. The other fatter blonde woman at the register was kind of
I liked looking into the Columbine massacre but everyone everywhere has to always say I don’t support their actions because they’re afraid of being cancelled and criticized by people who are offended by the shooters. And places like tumblr suppress any posts about them that are positive or not condoning them. It makes me angry and feel suppressed since a lot of my views are open and not caring about political correctness.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o6NvUC52kEA
This video makes me aggitated because people project their human emotions on animals. While the animal in the video didn't look stressed, I don't think they like being approached by a human, like most animals do. A lot of people in the comments were saying how they were glad that the bunny didn't die alone but I don't think animals are like that, especially wild ones.
I dreamt maybe a few weeks ago of a school like place, where I've never experienced such lack of any love. Ironically I looked at Venus in the sky a little bit before I went to bed.
I was in a large, mostly metallic themed classroom and didn't know anyone there. But we had to do these tasks exactly as the 2 people in charge told us to, and everyone but me obeyed exactly, I did things differently because I wanted to. There was a punishment, but I can't remember a punishment, it was more like a feeling I was given as a punishment by the leaders. Everyone there just felt devoid of love somehow, and at some point I escaped and quickly kind of floated like a ghost to my house.
There's dreams that aren't common, where there's a person who's the focus of the dream. And interacting with them makes things feel like they mean a lot to me. After the dream ends I have like a high vibe feeling of energy in my chest.
I notice the characters are usually people who I've tried to take comfort in thinking about. I just have had these and am curious about them.
I asked my spirit guide where one of my past lives were (if that information wouldn't interfere too much), and soon after that I got a sudden, hard, and kind of painful high pitched ring in my left ear. Usually I thought I associated that with not very good but I'm not sure.
If it matters, I went to google maps and zoomed into a certain place when I got the ring (I went to google maps so it was easier to get a place). Just interested in what the ringing could mean.
