throwaway_lost-cause

I am 22 years old and work in a job that for the foreseeable future, does not easily allow me to publicly transition. i am in college. I am in a solid relationship of almost 4 years now. it does not feel like said person in relationship fully accepts the fact that I'm trans and sparsely uses my preferred name and pronouns. this makes me upset and i have mentioned it several times, to which i’m told they will try to do better; but i haven't seen improvements. i am medicated for depression. i have been diagnosed with ASD (autism spectrum disorder). I am estranged from my family, and if i were to make it to graduation i intend to go completely no-contact and leave the state. this is wishful thi