type2RED_online

I just need to get this off my chest because the loneliness is getting suffocating.

I’m a 45-year-old man, and I feel completely unwanted, unlovable, and alone. On paper, I know my priority right now needs to be grinding 24/7 to fix my finances, but I can't shake the deep feeling of being unaccomplished and discarded by everyone around me.

I recently started over in a brand-new career in the aviation industry (flight attendant). While I’m grateful to have a job, it feels precarious, and being surrounded by young, vibrant coworkers just highlights where I am in life. I’m older, broke, and can't afford to date or be a viable partner to anyone. But beyond romance, it feels like nobody is ever