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u/za0zin


r/TTC•

FWIW I am a short vulnerable woman and I look way young for my age, I am a creep magnet when I am alone downtown. I have a few disabilities and walk slowly with a limp due to chronic pain issues and I have to take medication that slows my cognitive abilities and marijuana for pain, and I just generally could not take anyone in a fight, or run away. I am a very easy target should something go wrong. I'm not sure I can do the whole non-chalant body language thing and keep calm if I witness something freaky and I do not want to instigate anything.

I've been mugged downtown so I have ptsd, I try to avoid going anywhere alone or try to catch a ride with someone, but I have appointments coming u

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r/CPTSD•

I feel like I can't feel or believe in the love coming from anyone. I have friends now that I know they love me. They tell me they love me. I know my ex loved me. I am worthy of love and I do receive love from people. I know this. Why can't I feel it? It's like the overpowering "truth" that my mind believes, is that no one loves me, no one would care if I died, it would actually make their life better and I bother everyone with my presence.

I KNOW logically that's not true. I'm actually a pretty great human being. I know people enjoy my company, people would very much care if I died. It would destroy my pets alone. I have a lot of reasons to want to die, specifically chronic pain, bu

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r/energy_work•

I don't know if this is the right place to put this so forgive me if it's not. I am currently 28 and living at home (I pay for everything I need & my share of rent) and am dependent on my mom to drive me to places like the doctor/grocery store and try to align my needs to her schedule in a way that does not bother her. I am physically disabled and the walking involved in getting to these places myself and carrying all my things causes excruciating pain in my whole body.

If I had a stable life I would be more than happy to work my way to independence but to be completely honest, all my efforts to take care of myself get sabotaged by my family, and it's always been that way. It almost seems l

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I used an USB drive from my dad to help him put a form on it and the thing opened up a tab in my browser that took me to "xn--0ca". I didn't think the USB drive would be anywhere sketchy cause we always just use it for forms. Does my laptop have a virus now? What is this? What can I do to counter it? Am I just being paranoid?

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r/Experiencers•

I know that I feel the collective energy so I consume as little media/news as possible. I feel powerless when I watch it, so I am trying my hardest to counter the worst case scenario by putting all my faith in the massive energy shifts to manifest a better world for everyone.

I'm in Canada and trying to remain detached from what is going on with the government in Canada/USA as the energy is overwhelming. I don't really know what's going specifically on with Trump but I know people are extremely distraught over something he did/is going to do. I understand USA is being mentally tormented right now.

I was just wondering if anyone else here thinks that it would constitute into me personally

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r/dancegavindance•

I've even heard lots of people say they don't do any drugs. It's like half of the fanbase is being swooned into believing some persona that they themselves aren't even projecting. They're pretty honest about their own 'bad' behavior, especially in their lyrics. It's weird. It's like some fans are afraid that if they don't uphold this pristine, uncorrupted image of DGD in their own mind, they will experience total psychological collapse and face the same backlash as them.

I'm not saying they're all totally deplorable people, but It's been pretty obvious to me DGD likes to party hard and break laws. So.. why do we have to pretend they have personal lives like that of kindergarten teachers? It

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r/budgies•

I am extremely stressed. I have no other family, friends or anyone I can leave my bird with for a day. I don't know anywhere I can board her and I can't afford it. I live in a tiny apartment and the housing staff are insisting on painting the moldy walls in our bathroom. I already have my doors blocked & an air purifier but it's the midlde of winter and I cant keep the windows open for days. There is no ventilation in the bathroom. They are NOT going to take no for an answer because the mold is a health hazard. They refused when we offered to paint it ourselves and wouldn't let us use our own paint without fumes.

They don't care that my parents both have COPD, I have athsma and my bird is h

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r/starbucks•

I see google reviews of my local location describing this exact same woman that was rude to me dating up to 10 months back, messing up drinks and being rude to customers who ask her to fix her mistake. She is so rude that multiple people felt compelled to leave reviews over time. She scooped the whipped topping off my drink, then put it in the blender into a new cup. I'm allergic to milk, that's why I ordered specifically and informed the cashier of my allergy, and insisted politely I needed a new drink. Sigh. She completely ruined my day and experience of enjoying a drink while shopping for groceries. I think I am going to opt for other cafe's from now on instead, but she is going to kill s

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r/endometriosis•

HI, I have pretty much every symptom for endo and my doctor suspects I have it. My most disabling symptom is chronic full-body pain that leaves me unable to walk for long periods of time. Every month after ovulation my legs ache so bad I'm forced to stay in bed and can't walk without severe DOMS.

I've expressed that I've used tylenol, ibuprofen and naproxen interchangeably since I was a teenager and they lost effectiveness for me years ago. I initially made the doctors appointment because I've been taking tons of Naproxen to no avail and was looking for a better option and my pain was getting extremely debilitating.

Despite my insistence that it didn't work- we tried Naproxen at a high dos

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r/astrocartography•

Heyy not sure if this question belongs here but It does relate to astrocartography.

I live on my pluto DC line and I experienced the worst of my life during Pluto's transit through Capricorn.
Natal 6H, and It was in my 8th house between 2008-2023 give or take. Most traumatic time I've ever experienced. As soon as it entered my 9th house, and temporarily into Aquarius, there was a huge noticeable shift in power. My worst abuser during that time died a month after it went into my 9H, and my dad who controlled me via that abuser & financial abuse lost his job (think capricorn themes). Some of said abusers money was even left to me. I started to get really into live music/singing/art and the

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r/brokenbones•

Hi, I just got the clear from the fracture clinic yesterday that my scaphoid fracture has healed after 6 weeks in a splint. The doctor said it was completely healed and I would just have to wear the splint to support the bone for the next 2 weeks.

However, my mom initiated a dumb play fight thing and ended up squeezing, pulling on and twisting my fractured hand as soon as I got home. It hurt all night and it still hurts today in the same place I broke it. It went from no pain at all to like an annoying constant painful ache even in the splint.

I'm extremely tired and don't want to wait another 4H in emergency room. I don't think she pulled my hand hard enough to break it again, and I know

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