It is PEREFCTLY normal for you to live the perfect love. Suffering is not normal.

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There is NOTHING wrong in thinking that a person you truly love loves you. In fact only a toxic self concept can invent that perception. It is PEREFCTLY normal for you to live the perfect love. Suffering is not normal, nor is the "craving" or being desperate or feeling miserable. Those are the result of ignorance. - ALLISMIND