Career advice !

hello am 18 and currently a neet 2026 dropper.. I didn't appear for 2025 ..last year meri as such kuch planning nhi thi...bachpan se I have been told ki tumhe doctor banna hai and coz itne early age se I have seen the craze of being a doctor mere family me toh mereko bhi kahi na kahi lagne laga tha ki badhiya hai paisa bhi accha aata hai.,.par abhi drop year me the way this year has gone and itna isolate rehne ke baad mujhe tbh accha nhi lag rha..if this is how I'll have to study pure zindagi then I don't wanna do...and I don't feel like being one ( although mere mocks me mark theek thaak aajarhe) my parents desperately want me to be a doctor...but mujhe Mann nhi lag rha..even if someone asks me ki tum apne aap ko kaha dekh rhi ho kuch time baad..mere mann me humesha yhi chalta hai ki "definitely not in this medical field" ....AND the another thing is I wanna do forensic ( I genuinely want to) mereko bachpan se thoda crime wagera se related cheezein fascinate karti h... I have found myself watching podcast and interviews of people who deal with these and It kind of brings that spark inside me...par I have heard people saying ki india me forensic ka zyada scope nhi h.... HELP ME PEEPS.... what countries would be a great option for forensic...and how much will it cost? also roadmap and all... I barely have any idea..ground reality kya h do lemme know....