today I realized this.

I realized I have no friends. No one likes me and has never liked me. It all started in preschool. I was bullied I was an out cast and I still am. I had a racist teacher she especially hated me because I am a Mexican and I didn’t speak English. One time she literally kicked me of a tricycle just because she felt like it. Most of my time in preschool I was in time out (a.k.a the corner) And in elementary school I was bullied for being fat and being Mexican. I had 2 “friends” I knew they talked about me behind my back but I was 10 and I thought that was better then being alone. In 6th grade I had 2 friends good friends. That didn’t stop the bullying, their was 1 Asian girl that would always tell me to kill my self for being fat and mexican. After that we had to move to Mexico and everything was fine everyone was nice to me and everything but after a while I realized they just were nice so I would help them with their English homework. I dropped out after 8th grade. The people that call themselves my friends now don’t really like me at all they just hang out with me because I have wifi and because of my brothers. They are just intimidated by my brothers a lot of people are. And they hang out with me just to have the connection to my brothers. By brothers aren’t gangsters or eney thing they are just older and know how to fight very well and to be honest they are pretty intimidating. So yea no one actually likes me for being me.