I am Pakistani; should I start T?

First of all, I’m a 22-year-old Pakistani woman from a middle-class family. I’m a nurse, and I’m currently jobless. I also have a kidney infection right now. I want to know if I can start T, but in Pakistan this feels impossible for me because I don’t know where to find a good doctor or how to even begin.

I don’t know whether I should start T or not, but my heart wants to. I just need guidance. If there is anyone who is Pakistani or even overseas who has started T, I would like to know their experience. I’m very confused, so please guide me.