Looking for inspirational pool video

There was a cool video where her intermission was her drinking a soda in a kiddie pool and reading a letter to herself. I could also be mixing up videos, but I really liked when she was talking about balancing being smart with being cringe because she felt like in the past she couldn't be both but that she realized that's harmful to who she is and is choosing to embrace it. I really related and have looked up to her since then but I can't find that video! Any help would be appreciative.