Too much reading on this

I keep stuffing my Kindle with all sorts of nonduality books that teach this philosophy, indian traditions like advaita vedanta and kashmir shaivism and stuff like that. It's become a sort of an addiction, I just want to keep reading the stuff I already know in an attempt to revive that initial feeling I had when I first realized that what I am is what everyone and everything is.

But the books don't revive that really. I am better off just relaxing and being in the present and that's when it randomly hits me again and that's where I feel this understanding most vividly. I think I should leave the books aside.

Does anyone else has this problem of reading too much about this?