Sex life has changed.

It's because my wife met someone and had him as an AP is what ruined my sex life. Everytime I want it she doesn't seem to want it, but she thinks about him when it comes to it. They knew each other for awhile and then it stopped. I know she still thinks about him most of the time and it's making me think. Am I just not good enough and big enough?

Is that the only thing she cares about? It makes me feel like crap cause I'm not a very big guy and I guess size matters to her. Yes marriages aren't perfect all the time but I miss the sex we used to have on the daily when we were just dating at the time. I make the moves and wanting it but it seems she wants it more from him.

I just wish she never met him and that things would've been the different. I feel so much emotions right now and that lately she complains about my sleeping habits cause I admit I snore a lot. Sleeping downstairs sucks at times while she's comfy in bed.