Just as I was feeling this sub had little to offer I went and had an adventure.

Becomingyourslut was such a beautiful subreddit. It was this wonderful journey of a woman breaking through her shame and shyness and finally exploring her kinks, and sexuality.

Until it wasn't... At some point it became more about pleasing the readership... but I guess that went along with my exploration at the time.  Objectification. Belonging to all men and pleasing their cocks.

There was so much NEW in that sub.  'Hey, let's try this!' What is new that isn't extreme, or goes beyond my boundaries? I mean, I always had a kinky, dirty mind- it was an opportunity to explore it.

I'm still exploring. Maybe a little slower and a little more methodical.  There might not be so many 'firsts' left, but that doesn't mean there isn't fun and exploration to be had 😁

Speaking of... I had a lovely opportunity to meet Harold and... yeah *sigh*.... that's what I needed ☺️ speaking of firsts... he is the first man, in all my decades, that I have asked to kiss me.  

We had a unique start, and far more interaction than I do with most men, simply because of the nature of our play. And I was 99% sure we were compatible before we ever stepped in the restaurant together.... I mean, he's my Hypnotist... I have given him a direct line to my mind and subconscious. 

I love being able to let go, forget about the world and let him play in my brain. How long have I wanted someone to guide and shape me into a perfect fucktoy? And while men were happy to ask for specific photos or videos and call it 'training'... really, it was just on-demand, free porn (mostly... there might be one who truly wanted to condition me). 
 

I really don't see much difference between now and a month ago, but The Inspector does, and Harold does. They both patiently explain the differences they see, the progress I have made. To me it all just seems that 'it just is'. How very fun, don't you think? 

"I need cock, I crave cum"
"I fuck and suck worthy men"

Hopefully there are more encounters with lots of brainwashing. 
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PS... https://redgifs.com/watch/metallicflippantgalapagosmockingbird

Pleasure is my purpose