Day 39 - its done

Another beautiufl day - I am noticing the women I did imaginal acts with me bumping into them everywhere - like everywhere its crazy.

2nd time man - I used two different chicks and its happened with both of them - I know they are already mine its done but its mad how me now understanding my power my reality is litterally warped.

I am pretty sure so I have 3 different women I am using it on - 1 I know is litterally obsessed with me tbf but I ama enjoying seeing it unfold perfectly. I know its done I don't feel that worry or anxiety I used to how will it happen what do I need to say or do. I know its done and now its unfolding - I bumped into her like 2 or 3 times today - like in two random places one completely out of no where like it was crazy , I am in no rush I know its done I am letting it play out in the 3d. She was giggling and coming around me a lot today also. Also have noticed new women coming into the mix like interested me so its moving for sure.

One colleauge I work with 100% has a crush on me but I don't really see her that way - but I really care about her and like her but in a friend way. Like I care about her being happy and feeling good so I am going to continue to nurture that relationship with her.

Channelled myself today a lot on the right thought processes - I did notice and observed my emotions and thoughts the fear of being left out lingers - but I remind myself first these are just thoughts and emotions and I am who choose to be. I am always chosen everything is working out perfectly.

side notes helped a homeless person today got them a drink and a chocolate - he said god bless you - may god bless him and I know he will. Got a nice juice smoothie for a food truck. Also offered to help this women on the train older women litterally looked like a twin of a woman who had a crush on me at my old work and she was like I can do it and did her self xD but then practically gave me hug and said thank you for offering though xD

I am in a new space its done - I have also not been looking my self in the mirror for about a week now, only a second glance in the morning here and there. Because I don't want to believe that reflection is who I am in the sense of its who I am being - the 3d the physical shifts 24 7 focus on the internal who am I being.

I did have quite a bit of bad addictions begining of this journey but now I am starting to love myself and state of mind - like I won't allow myself to go back to that way of being.

Nearly day 40 ! woah we are almost at a landmark - I can honestly say I don't even recognise the old me - roll on another 40 days - this is my lifestyle now I am never going backwards. This is who I am.