God is controlling you to humiliate you.

It has happened to me from time to time. Like i stab on my own foot from time to time. I dont know how that happens . I fall for the trap of god from time to time and get humiliated. It's like god keeps fooling me . I fall for the trap again and again. Free Will is a lie and god is never gonna let you be ok, he is gonna keep humiliate you by casting spells on you or fooling you cuz he is a trickster and he also made humans fickle and he knows how to exploit the human psyche .