hallucination

I remember one of my earliest hallucinations being when my grandmother was in bed. She started asking to use the bathroom but she couldn't go to the bathroom because she had a diaper on, like an adult diaper, and by calling me using my father's name, she was begging me to take her to the bathroom. I remember trying to explain to her that she can't go to the bathroom, but she wouldn't really listen to me, she was almost in a dementia like state and it was depressing to watch. So I woke up my dad and I had to go sleep on the couch and then I felt like a spider was trying to claw its way into my eye, like trying to force my eyelids open. I was rubbing my eyes, I was rubbing my blanket, I was cleaning my pillow, I was doing everything that I could but nothing would make it stop and then I was just so tired I somehow fell asleep.