I AM and some clarity

I am reposting a post I made on r/nevillegoddard a few days ago below:

To anyone who is struggling,going in circles,exhausted from all the ideas and conflicting advice,please read this.

~What is the I AM? •I’ve seen a question on here asking how to embody the I AM and it made me realise how misunderstood the I AM is. The I AM is the faceless,formless,infinite awareness where everything exists and everything takes place.The I AM is the quiet noticing where even all “embodying” takes place.It is the base of all things,everything exists in there,everything takes place there.Even the body exists in awareness,awareness is not inside the body which is why there is no “inner” or “outer” as everything takes place in awareness.From that space that is your truest infinite self/God,EVERYTHING is soo much easier.The human character/identity is also awareness but a very limited version filtered through thoughts,feelings,perceptions,the “past” etc.Living as Source is a million times better than living as a character.

~How to experience the I AM and why it is important? •Usually what most people do is try to jump from one identity to another which causes A LOT of back and forth in the “mind” but if you jump out of the loop and rest in your true self it’s sooooo much easier.Another reason why you should drop all this manifestation BS,chasing and efforting is because EVERYTHING is a changing form.Even the best things are a changing form.What remains is Source,what is unchanged is the I AM.When you live as Source,you don’t have bad days,the character has bad days but Source is perfectly still and fulfilled nmw.When Neville and other teachers said you are God,they did not mean your human self with it’s thoughts,feelings and limits,they meant the awareness where all of it takes place. •A great way to experience and rest as I AM(credits to Anila Reddy on YouTube) is simply notice a sound or a thing or anything in your surroundings and ask yourself:Am I aware of this sound/thing? The answer is a yes. Then ask yourself:Who is noticing that I am aware of this? That noticer is your true,true self.It is lovingly indifferent(Anila’s words) to everything,even the “best” and the “worst” is same to it.Even as you went through your “best” and “worst”,even as all the thoughts and feelings that you mistaked for yourself and thought that you had to fix came and went,the quiet noticing never left.That noticer is God,infinite potential,infinite intelligence,infinite power. That awareness is where absolutely everything and everyone exists,there is truly no other,it’s just you,everyone and everything is YOU(awareness).You(awareness)are the only thinker and decider here. Really sit with it.It’s not something you need to do perfectly or embody.It’s what remains when all the fixing and forcing and doing and embodying is set aside. That is what mystics have called Heaven because EVERYTHING EXISTS THERE.It was never about another person or money or the house,it was always about you knowing yourself as God and everything appears as a by product of that fulfilment.

~Do you still have to choose/affirm? •You really really don’t.Simply resting there is enough because it is ALL things.You definitely can choose or affirm but always know that you are the fulfilment is underneath.

I know for people who’ve only heard “persist more” “affirm more” from the community,resting is a very weird concept and there might even be people triggered by it but I urge you to explore this and living as this limited character,manifesting IS hard no matter what the coaches tell you and there will always be limits but as you rest as Source,there are no limits. I AM with Brittany,Anila Reddy are some amazing coaches if you want to learn more on this.I AM THAT by Sri Nisargadatta Maharaja is great if you want to read.

I urge you all to come home to your true self and let go of all the effort that has distracted yourself from it.

Love, From Source to Source.

Some things I want to clarify,

1.My original post was taken down because someone found some comments that I made while my character was panicking and said that my post is “scripting”.I am choosing to make this post because some people on here were touched by my post and were beginning to explore their true self and I don’t want them to be discouraged by what happened.First of all,all those YouTube comments were made by me.My character was having a panicky day because I was experiencing perceived problems in getting into the particular specialisation that I want.I never claimed that my character doesn’t have fears or doubts.I simply said that the one observing the character is the true self.No matter how many miracles you experience,the character will sometimes freak out.Resting in I AM is not about the human character feeling perfect,it’s about realising you are the observer observing it,the source and screen of it all.I still perceive problems in the “3d” but when I zoom out,I find that they work out in miraculous ways. 2.In my panicked comments,I gave an example to fearful thoughts eg:I won’t get my person,I won’t get the job etc which the person interpreted as me not having those things.It was an example.I am engaged.I have some desires that are fulfilled,some that are unfolding,some that have newly come up etc.Life is all an unfolding.My post was about one thing:I am the faceless,formless infinite space where everything takes place.I am the source and the screen of absolutely everything. 3.The character will always be the character.It will have thoughts,feelings,doubts,fears,perceived problems,needs,wants etc and it will have good and bad days.Even as the most amazing things happen the character will still panic so much.Which is why manifesting as the character is a struggle because it’s ever changing. To all the people who were curious and exploring I AM,please don’t listen to anyone and not even me but experientially dive into I AM,the lovingly indifferent,faceless,formless infinite space that you are.

Love, From Source to Source ❤️