I wish we could lay here

I wish that we didn't have to part 

Part with such confusion in your eyes

I wish.....

I wish we could stay here

I wish that the void that was sweeping you into the vast and empty blackness was at least sentient.

Sentient so it could be perhaps reasoned with, pleaded at.

Bargained with.

Your eyes that once were shiny with our soul diamond

now we're being overwhelmed by a malign and malcontent entity 

A brutal entity 

Vicious in its uncaring state.

I wish you could know that my love was there, shining like a light leading you home

Into the world again 

Our world 

I wish I could feel or see in my mind your mind, your soul.

Your essence.

See as it was blown scattered in the wind like so much ash and broken promises and hold together what remained.

Hold onto you so you know you are not alone.

As your face becomes ravaged by love and the new darkness  both alive and dead

Dead and alive 

I wish I could follow you 

I wish you could lay here

I wish that we could lay here until the clock is dead

Until the sun dies in a massive supernova as bright and as shiny as the neutron star collapses into the same colours we birthed and raised and shared for not nearly long enough.

I will follow you when it's time and find you

All of you

Even in the blackest void or the furthest galaxy. 

Thru space and time itself will I search.

I wish you could lay here 

I wish you could stay here, my love.

BLACK HOLE MELANCHOLIA