Accountancy or Tourism

I already know what most of you are going to say. But here’s my case. I’m a g12 abm student rn. I’ve always loved Tourism since I was in jhs. At the same time, I’m also interested in Accountancy. I’m really amazed by Accountancy students too (super). The problem isss, I’m not good at analyzing. FABM 1 & 2 pa lang, nahihirapan na ’ko. When I try to watch some tutorials on yt naman, I also get confused because it’s different from what our teacher discussed. 🥹 Likee, I have so many questions in my mind but can’t find the right answers I want. Slow learner talaga. I also once dropped out (for months) because of pressure and my mental health. Now that I’m okay, I’m taking the last sem of g12, so I'm taking my time to decide which program to choose for college. Accountancy is really challenging throughout the process, but I know it’ll all pay off in the future. Sa Tourism naman, I love it, but I don’t really feel secure in that program because I’m afraid na I might end up in a job that isn't aligned with that degree (which happened to a lot of BSTM graduates) because we’re not that rich and because of this country’s system na rin. I just want to hear y’alls opinions and stories about taking the Accountancy program. I’ve also already read a lot of stories from people who super nahirapan at first but still made it to 4th year and graduated. Idk what to choose yet, though, I still have months to decide pa naman.