Not a horny post, but need to vent

I went to a party with my best friends Friday and got assaulted by one of them. I was starting to have a meltdown so I sat in a corner to calm down, he came to check on me then he hugged me and started running his hands down my back and kissing me. when I pushed him away he grabbed me from behind and grabbed my chest and tried to go lower. trying to be a normal guy with his guy friends is so fucking hard as a trans man when 1 outta 3 of your friends see you as a midway between girl and boy.