My experience in a well known coaching institute

Hii guys!!

I want to share this experience with u all, as this whole ordeal has shaken me up. 11th class just started 2 months back and I joined this coaching for JEE prep, The coaching I joined had a 4.9 star review plus my cousin also studied there for 5 months. So I thought this would be a great step for the preparation and it was for a whole month, then the math teacher got fired for apparently being way too close with female students, and we got to know this after like 2 weeks when a senior friend told me about it. It was really messed up. Anyways so for a whole month everything was fine. Until my chemistry teacher started to target me it was really weird because I am very shy and I do not talk much.

1st incident -

So one day we were given some compound names to write and nothing was specified about how to write and what method do we have to use. Jo bhi vah bolata hai Ham vah likh rahe the compound ke naam nothing out of the ordinary. And after that was finished he came up to me specifically and asked me how you wrote these compound names.. abhi jo bhi compound mein the vah sare 10 standard ke the to mujhe acchi tarah Se yad tha. So I told him that I had remember all of these and he instead of telling me alright no problem he started to say why are you lying to me in a very harsh tone he did not ask anyone else about this it was only me he pin pointed at. It was really humiliating for me as it had never happened before. I thought ki mari galti hai. I told my mom about this and she had a word with him. I thought the matter was sorted but apparently not because again this Saturday we were working on a problem of atomic structure so we had to find value of Z, and I got the value of Z as 2 and told him that the answer is 2 he instead of telling me let me check or maybe it is wrong he started to ask me how can you get the answer where is the working I showed in the work as well then also he came at me and started asking me every sort of question instead of just tell if the answer was right or wrong. But that was fine I thought maybe he was just testing me but after like 10 or 15 minutes or 5 minutes I don't remember another boy said the answer of Z is 2 then that sir very happily told that boy yes the answer is 2 very good. I mean what in the world of damm teaching!! That was a triggering point for me. Ik this post is long pls bear with me.

2nd incident -dusra math ka teacher tha yeh...

This incident is about my maths teacher so we had homework to solve around 49 questions after which I was able to do only 41 and the rest of the questions I was unable to do. So later that day he was checking our homework and when he came to me went through the whole homework and asked did you use Google and like no sir I did not use Google. I even showed in my rough work as I have two notebooks for rough and one for homework I got both these books to show him but he was blaming ki google se kiya hai! Iska bhi Maine kuchh nahin socha I thought random mazak hai. Lekin uske thode din bad Hi I was unable to go to coaching because I had a medical emergency my mother even informed them that I would not be able to attend the class and after a few days when I re join the class and we have to test that day obviously that test didn't go well for me as I had not been attending the past few week class I gave the test anyhow and score very bad like around 3 or 4 marks and I know I would not be able to score because I wasn't able to study instead of been understanding the teacher told me 'MY NAME' Tum padhaai nahin karti . Very insensitive of him to say this even after informing them about the emergency.

Aur bhi bahut kuchh hua tha lekin I don't want to type it out and bore yall. but over all my experience with this coaching was very bad I thought they would provide good guidance and as it was having a small batch size individual attention bhi milegi lekin nahin mila they only look at those kids jinhone pahle initial days mein apna thoda sa dikhaya hua ki they are smart.

Pls tell me what to do guys these events have made me really demotivated about the science stream initially I was very excited for the stream but because of the constant letting down of the moral makes me feel small.

*Ignore my Grammar mistakes *