The Fight Of Life Can Change You

I should have known, that to endure my pain for as long as I have, something in me would have to change. The normal human being can't fathom constant pain every waking moment. They all shy away from pain, do everything to not feel it. So, I must become something else evolved to endure, but I can't anymore. The fight with Life has hit too hard too many times knocking me to the bloody mat once again. No more strength to rise again. But there is no tapping out and Life is a patient fighter looming in her corner waiting for the next round. Time as her coach and War as her trainer, there is no winning the only outcome is the body bag but she forces us to fight on. Patiently waiting for me to recoup and stand. No easy way out, but the will to stand again has been beaten well out of me.