spa sea bah ( thank you... i just cant help writing in " creative " ways, or at least trying to )

Thanks for the heads up guys, I was diagnosed with schizo in 2018 however I was only prescribed medication ( risperidone ) for two years to try to see if I could cope without them after. I stopped taking meds summer last year ( as suggested by my doc ) for the " experiment ", and I wouldnt have actually noticed if it wasnt for you. Im actually gay so I guess the allure ( and mysterious, novel experience ) of feeling in love with a girl got the better of me and I was just trying to convince myself that my " feelings " were " natural and normal ", and that perhaps, feeling emotionally and physically attracted to boys ( as a boy ) was the actual illness. Fear not, I did check with my doc just to be safe and it looks like I'll be taking meds for the rest of my life, ( thankfully I dont need that high a dosage so I need not worry about the potental side effects, aparently some people cant have an errection while on risperidone but it doesnt seem to be the case for me ). anyway i just wanted to thank you for alerting me, its always nice to know we can count on our solidarity as humans in times of need. Peace and Love.