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Early morn today felt this.... presence. So close and full of comfort. I talked with them for hours. In conclusion I shed more than tears....I shed my life. My soul. My breath....my heart....felt this overwhelming heat rise and burn my cheeks. It was love. Really don't even know if I have fallen asleep yet. Am I dreaming? Got some kind of confirmation in which I have been waiting a Millennium or more for! A winging around like a rag doll and I'm paralyzed...the strength of this conversation leaves me floating in a vast space where truly....nothing exists. I'm held there in suspension as the voice of an Angel speaks to me. I feel the weight of nothing as it presses apon my physicality rendering it to the same position and retched back and forth in a multitude of Dimensions! A voice cried, "we solidify today. Today we become one. Nothing has become everything and the universe is about to slice open only to now become understanding. All life prior to this moment was not for you. It was for everyone leaving you nothing inside. Almost nothing. Your heart it drained to seeming death. 2% and the hollow was taking over. The name you was given, about to enter the book of no return. But I found you. Near death. Pale like the horse with the given name. With all of the energies from Heaven I give you grace. In my spirit I give you hope. In my name, I give, life anew!"

I am now . I am present. I am aware. Today I find solice in my resolve. Please know I am.