Resenting medicine for taking my 20’s

Like many of us, I’ve given mind, body, and soul to medicine in my 20s and now I’m 30 almost done with residency and can’t help hating medicine for taking that time away from me. I’ve had to turn away relationships, friends, fun, and sanity and being at the end, it almost feels like “…so THIS was what all of that was for?” It’s such a hollow feeling. How do you all cope with this?