my whole existence sucks

Every single thing about me sucks, every SINGLE thing. im always there for anyone who needs me and nobodys ever there for me.

I hate my existence so much that it ruins me mentally, i got nobody to truly talk to or rely on like at all

tbh everyone is better than me n im just a piece of shit who shouldnt even be existing, everything hurts n it’s been like this since forever

a lot of things i think about myself have started cuz of my family aswell, my parents have had the worst relationship n as im the eldest i always had to stop them from getting violent n even after trying so hard to help my mom i still got called a lot of shitty things.

im good at nothing, im such a piece of shit n im unlovable

It isnt like i dont have flaws, i always rectify them n work towards getting better

tbh i dont even blame anyone, its just that i suck n writing all this makes me feel so shitty but i have nobody like NOBODY to rant to