I have no friends

My best friend died. We knew each other since we were kids. We grew up together and lived together a couple times. He was 32 when he died and I’m 30. It was a long friendship but not long enough. I’m not okay. I have no friends anymore. I’m tired and trying my very hardest not to give up on finding love. I’m at the lowest point in my life and I seriously need a change. I don’t think I’m ever going to get a better life. I’m going to be alone and stuck in poverty until the day I die. I’m so tired.