Day Two

I hate that he’s not even attempted to reach out to me. I hate that he hasn’t tried. Why hasn’t HE tried? I mean, logically I know why he’s not trying. He simply doesn’t care. But HOW does he not care? How doesn’t he give a fuck that I’ve not tried to reach out?

So many times today I’ve wanted to message and say “have a good day” just to… restart this nothingness we have between us. But I won’t. I can’t.

When does the temptation end? I just want to know if he even notices my absence. If he feels it. Does he feel relieved? Does he even care?