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Not just a little bit of blood. A loooot. I thought I may have been good because until this morning I hadn’t bled in 9 days but all of the sudden tonight a unit f-ton of blood came poured out of me, along with a very large blood clot. A little smaller than the size of my palm. Lots of clots are normal for me but this was the biggest one aside from when I passed a decidual cast a few months ago.

At what point do I see a doctor? Help. I’m on my last bit of sanity here.

Hello everyone

My period this month was 9 days long which is abnormal for me and the bleeding had just started again today on cycle day 15 - clots and cramping. While some lite spotting midcycle isn’t completely abnormal for me, this absolutely is. I’ve been having more endometriosis pain lately (over the last 6 months specifically). While I know things like this can be normal with endo, I’m still a bit nervous about it. I’m not established with a gyno here yet as I recently moved across country and I’m pretty sure urgent care won’t do anything for me. What can they do, really? So any advice or words to ease my mind would be appreciated.

A bit of background: I was diagnosed with PTSD way back in 2011 by a psychiatrist. What initially took me to a psychiatrist was intense bouts of hyperventilation. I went to my GP who ran many tests and assured me it was not physical and was likely psychosomatic. Since that time I’ve been in therapy and take low dose antidepressants and manage almost all of my symptoms very well. The only one that is still majorly life impacting is the hyperventilation. It doesn’t last for hours - it’s last for days and even some times over a week. It makes my chest muscles hurt from labouring to breathe. I get lightheaded and dizzy, my feet and hands go numb. It’s impossible to get comfortable and fall aslee

Yesterday I bled through multiple super tampons in about 30-45 minutes yesterday. Then last night I passed what I can only imagine to be a decidual cast as it was about the size of my palm, jelly like with tissue and such. I passed a few more half dollar sized ones over night and bled through a super huge pad that is basically a diaper. I’m bleeding less this morning but the cramping is debilitating. My lower back, my whole abdomen, my legs, they hurt so much and I feel off balance. It’s almost like terrible gas cramps.

What can I do? I just need to know anything I can do to ease this. I’ve not had a period this bad in a very long time - it’s usually mild - but I’ve been insanely stressed f

I have quite a few “gum flaps” in my mouth now. One is actually pretty far up under my top lip. They’re like little skin flaps, please tell me they just go away? This is normal right? I have suture still all in my gums so idk if those have anything to do with it.

The swelling has largely subsided. My face is bruised from my eyes down to my chin. My bottom gum and cheeks still have a small amount of swelling. Not much pain but it’s uncomfortable for sure.

I can’t talk. I can’t hardly eat. My teeth don’t fit in my mouth so I’m still just sustaining on soup and stuff. I tried to put the teeth in yesterday and it made me bleed so I don’t wanna do that again.

I need this to get better. I don’t recognise myself in the mirror. I know I’ll be worth it in the end but right now I’m struggling so bad, I feel myself getting depressed. My mother is leaving Monday so I’ll be here by myself with my 4 year old and back to normal and that’s going to be so hard.

My immediates were causing a lot of pain so after 24 hours my dentist said I can take them out though it may be hard to get them back in. Which is fine, I have family staying with me and no reason to leave the house. I have quite a bit of swelling but very little pain. My jaw is sore; which is expected. No bleeding anymore. Eating soups and all that just fine.

I am going back in 3 weeks for a new pair, the ones I’ll use until I get my implants. I’m wondering when I should try to put these immediates back in. They really do not fit well, which he said was typical of immediates, so I’m dreading it and feel better with them out. I do need to try at some point though.

Do I use any adhesive? I

I hate that he’s not even attempted to reach out to me. I hate that he hasn’t tried. Why hasn’t HE tried? I mean, logically I know why he’s not trying. He simply doesn’t care. But HOW does he not care? How doesn’t he give a fuck that I’ve not tried to reach out?

So many times today I’ve wanted to message and say “have a good day” just to… restart this nothingness we have between us. But I won’t. I can’t.

When does the temptation end? I just want to know if he even notices my absence. If he feels it. Does he feel relieved? Does he even care?

My ex and I have been broken up since last July. It’s been a year. Supposedly it was because he “needed to get his life together” because “he couldn’t give me what I deserve” attention wise or time wise. Which I understood - or at least, convinced myself I understood - and agreed to just… wait. To just be “friends” and wait. In that year, I’ve not seen him make any progress to having more capacity. In fact, he seems to make time for everything else instead. He still says he loves me, he flirts with me, he says “soon” quite a lot but soon never comes.

This evening I told him that it had been posed to me about 85 miles away at the end of next year (it’s a legitimate option and something I’m c

Let me preface this by saying - nothing happened. NOTHING. HAPPENED.

We came to visit my aunts house for the holiday - my daughter (3) and I (34) - and my BPD mother and her husband are also here. We came once a few months back and everything went great. It was only my mother’s second time seeing my daughter since she was born and that trip had me thinking she had changed. Coupled with her not having an episode (that I’ve seen) in years, I truly thought she may have chilled out in her older age.

Why would I think that?

For whatever reason, she and her husband left to go back to their hotel to “take a nap” around noon. An hour after she left she send me this text:

“I am sorry I had to tak

974 days ago I (34F) found out my STBXH(32M) was having an affair - I was 36 weeks pregnant with our daughter. After the affair, I struggled to raise our daughter entirely alone, in a foreign country (I moved overseas to be with him), with very little financial support from him and no family around.

I won’t go in to details here but it was one of the hardest things I’d ever done in my life. Bouncing from place to place, nearly homeless many times, barely being able to afford food or nappies, while he galavanted around with his mistress - not a care in the world.

September 2022 I moved back to the States with my daughter. I have a job making pretty good money, an apartment on the beach, my

My BPD mother was abusive in many ways. This has never been a question for me, just a fact. I didn’t recognise her as a pathological liar until I was in my early 30’s however, and that’s when I started asking my father questions about stories she told me growing up about all of her ailments, conditions, and many surgeries - none of which were actually true. Imagine my shock. Which makes her nothing more than a hypochondriac.

Well, tonight my dad told me about how when I was a newborn baby, my mother insisted to doctors that she would often find time me “not breathing”. They sent me home with a breathing apparatus of some sort and did some tests and couldn’t find proof of any of it. She told

It’s been nearly 2 and a half years since I found out that my husband of 7 years was cheating on me with multiple women when I was 8 months pregnant.

Since then I’ve been a full time (24/7) single mom. Not because I don’t allow him to be part of her life, he just so happens to not care to be involved very much.

I’ve tried casually dating since then. I had one very short lived relationship (only a few months long) and I feel that I am a completely different person now - romantically speaking - and not in a good way.

Am I jealous and suspicious now? Not even a little bit. Am I clingy and needy? Not even close. The things I thought would be issues have turned out to be non issues.

So what’s