Aaaaaargh! My first stumble among the glorious path to NoFapvarna!

Dammit, I relapsed. I'm about to reset my counter. But there's a silver lining here. I now understand perhaps my worst trigger.

Today was a day off, a day where I had absolutely nothing planned. So I spent it playing video games, and before I knew it I was feeling an inescapable urge. So what the hell, maybe I could just rub for a little bit, and then I was edging and watching porn. I'm an idiot, I should have known not to go down that path, but down I went anyway. I fapped, and then I angrily went to post to reddit that I had relapsed, and fapped again!

I'm disappointed that I couldn't win on my first official attempt. But this is a process, and it will be a slow, long, painful one.

However, this is necessary, absolutely necessary. And now my resolve is even greater. Greater even than Ichigo's. I will succeed. Fuck the zero, and fuck fapping!

Now that I've seen my trigger, I know how to combat the fap, I will NOT let myself continue down this road.

I think for my next set of posts I will post in a geometrically increasing number of days. Watch this space.

Edit: typo