OpponentCorn

Hi folks!

I love this sub, the stories make me laugh, cry, sob over the decline of humankind, etc... They never fail to brighten my day.

So here is the first of my own stories! Or it would be, save for that one that i wrote in greentext... Whoopsies, my bad. Anyway, enough talk, let's fight!

I work at a big box home improvement warehouse, where lowest prices are just the beginning. Specifically in the trade department, dealing with commercial customers, and the odd retail customer who happens to need help with building materials.

This just happened about ten minutes ago, so forgive my venting. But tragically this is a fairly regular occurrence, wherein a, ahem, valued customer will com

Hey folks, my summer hockey team has fallen through tear

Does one of you fine people have space for an extra (in the adult social grade)?

I was so upset about relapsing that I made a huge list of distractions. Well, perhaps distractions isn't the right word, activities? Anyways, armed with my huge list I an ready to tackle NoFap! Day one was easy. It will get more difficult from here.

Dammit, I relapsed. I'm about to reset my counter. But there's a silver lining here. I now understand perhaps my worst trigger.

Today was a day off, a day where I had absolutely nothing planned. So I spent it playing video games, and before I knew it I was feeling an inescapable urge. So what the hell, maybe I could just rub for a little bit, and then I was edging and watching porn. I'm an idiot, I should have known not to go down that path, but down I went anyway. I fapped, and then I angrily went to post to reddit that I had relapsed, and fapped again!

I'm disappointed that I couldn't win on my first official attempt. But this is a process, and it will be a slow, long, painful one.

Howe

By the gods! I am still amazed by the changes in my life. And after only five days? I'm so much more awesome than I was.

It's tough, I'm only now understanding how ingrained my porn and fapping habits were. I still feel compelled to relapse, and although I'm getting hornier every day, I will NOT fap!

On a side note, I must be giving off some sort of aura, because women are giving me much more attention lately. So... that rocks.

Well howdy folks, I made it to the third day! Yuss! I must admit that I was sorely tempted this morning though. I think a trigger for me may be lying in bed alone! No more sleeping in like that for me, no sir, I refuse to relapse!

I've been thinking a lot about how more awesome I am when not fapping, and I'm gutted that I didn't make this change earlier. I think back to my last girlfriend, when things started to fall apart for us, I started to fap a lot. Lol, I was a knight of fap-a-lot. But in all seriousness, I think that it was something that contributed to our earth shattering break up. Of course there were other things going on then, however I'm convinced that my shameful habit made me

The strangest thing is happening; I'm much happier with who I am. The changes in my outlook are huge, and all from just ditching one harmful behaviour.

Let's just get one thing clear, I still want to fap. I'm pretty much constantly horny, but I'm choosing not to at every turn. Is this what makes the difference? Is it the choosing? Already I've noticed a couple of changes. I don't know if this is because of NoFap, but I've been much more confident, and noticeably more confident around women. There's one woman at work in particular who pushes all my buttons, but for whatever reason I've been too shy to get chatting with her. No more! Today we spent a good three hours together and I had a grea

And here I sit on the edge of day one, hooray! And I was awesome today, I kicked ass at work, and I was full to the brim with confidence.

I'm not sure if this is a result of not fapping, but I am sure that this is a result of joining and posting in NoFap. I'm really happy to be making a positive change in my life. So if anyone is reading this while lurking, I strongly encourage you to post something about your NoFapventures, if only to talk at a captive audience.

Bring on day two!

First a quick thanks to the people who commented, I already feel like we are brothers in battle.

There's about 45min before work left this morning, so ordinarily this would mean flapping time. Not today! What's that guy's name from Game of Thrones? You know the guy who teaches Arya to use a sword.

Anyway, my dog is already happy about this new resolution because we get to spend more time together this morning. And I'm happy too.

It seems silly to have spent so much time on fap adventures. I can hardly believe that I let things get so out of hand. But I guess that's how insidious an addiction can be. Maybe I should stay away from crystal meth.

Gotta go, will post more tonight.

I begin my NoFap journey today! Posts will follow after geometrically increasing... Actually, let's change that. I will update on a Fibonacci sequence of days as I go along. So there will be two posts tomorrow, one the next day, you get the idea.

The reason why I'm doing this is to (hopefully) give myself more reason to keep going. I've tried to quit this time consuming habit a couple of times, but this time, all of you are privy to my struggles. So there can be zero relapses!

So, for posterity, it is currently 4:42pm, the fifth of May, 2013 (New Zealand time) and my celebratory post, for making it a whole year fapless will be at 4:42pm the fifth of May 2014.

Thank you all for your suppor