Just feels funny each time I check my stats

So I've got three "big" fics and each time I look at them I question my ability as a writer:

• one fic is decently viewed rare pair I abandoned
• another one only has 300+ views and I genuinely put my heart and soul into it
• the last one is some extremely vile smut that I can't believe I haven't gotten hate mail for yet... It's the most popular fic I ever wrote.

I get that the middle fic is in a quite... Quiet fandom... but damn, it just feels bad sometimes.