Ungrateful

Ungrateful

A woman that has been wanting me for years. A woman that has threatened to end it all at times since I didn’t give her a chance. A woman that tried to leave the friend zone and would start an argument with me just because I blocked her attempts. A woman who continued to bother me after years of no longer talking to her. I finally decided one day that maybe I’m running away from my soulmate so I gave her a chance. Years down the drain is what it turned into. Tried to love her through times where she didn’t deserve it at all. Everything except physical abuse took place and my question is why? After all of this effort to get me, you be the perfect woman and get me super attached to you just for you to waste my time? I don’t t get it. No emotional support, no loyalty, no appreciation, no romance but yet feel like you’re entitled to get it from me even though I’m completely deprived. I feel stupid. Shit makes me want to never love again because when I think about it, why did I put up with that? There’s literally nothing that made it semi worth it. Love is dangerous.