I’m honestly starting to think that being a bigger guy is ruining my life. Maybe I’m just looking at it wrong idk but that’s how it seems. I remember when I was smaller people treated me like I was King of the world and it was weird because most of the time these people didn’t know me. Women did whatever it took just for my attention ALONE, guys treated me like a big brother and even father figure, my absence was treated like a tragedy and my presence was treated like a gift from the most high.
It was all weird to me. When I gained weight all of this stopped. IM NOT SAYING I WANTED THAT STUFF BECAUSE I DIDN’T. Im just a human being like everyone else. Gaining weight attracted disrespect, a


