As most of you guys advised me Jana, I booked that ticket and I am off to a change of environment.
I'm still reading and responding to comments coz I have been up and down. Pls don't feel ignored.

Theeeeen, story time.
When I got onto the plane, I accidentally sat on a seat that wasn't mine. My ticket read 3C but I sat at 4C. Next to an old Indian man.
Another guy came and said ‘I guess you took my seat but no problem’ so he sat at 3C.
Shortly after, a fine young man gets in and seats beside him.
So I tap the old guy and say ‘pls, may I take my seat and engage with that young man’ he said ‘now worries my daughter’ and we stitched seats.

Plane took off. I began reading this book and also wondering how to start a conversation. After like 20mins I asked if he would kindly record a clip for me since he sat by the window. He agreed. Then introduced himself. We haven't shut up for one minute after that. I have had such a blissful flight.
He told me about himself, his career and his relationship which is on its deathbed. He showed me texts of his girl outright calling him names. And he adds that the girl cheated so things have been hard. I stayed empathetic and wished him well.

I shared my story about my business and said that I am in no head space to be in a relationship as most of you noted in my previous post.
That little chat has really brighter my moods. 
I'll catch with you guys sooner or later.
Gotta work on this mind before I lose it.

I took trip