Radiant-Suspect1643

It’s unfortunate that I’m here to rant again after my first ever rant a year ago. I honestly thought that by now life would have softened a little, that things would have made a bit more sense, or at least hurt a little less.

But have y’all ever heard the phrase “kurogwa na mchawi akafa”?

The kind of life where it feels like you’ve been fighting something unseen for so long that you’re just tired. I’m starting to feel like I might be one of those people.

Without getting into intricate details, I’ve been through things my entire life that are honestly too heavy to even put into writing. The kind of things that change how you see the world, how you see people, and sometimes even how you see

I (28F) suppose that I have my shit together. A job. A business. A cozy home. Good looks. A wonderful personality. But I guess that's just it. I have no friends. No boyfriend. No talking stage. No fwb. No nothing. My business has been doing well but my employee recently stole from me and ran away. I'm working with cops to find him. My job, which I have done for about 5yrs, got promoted, a salary increment, all that is becoming boring. I feel like quiting my job. Closing down my business. Deleting all social media. Throwing my phone in a pit latrine and go live in a remote village in either TZ or Ug. I hate my life. Which sucks coz those around me assume that I have my shit together. I've bee

This guy has been lying to me since we met that he has a kid. One day he receives a long ass call and I ask who it is and he says it was his bm. So I am like why do you need to talk to your bm for hours on end. He says that dem anataka warudiane. He had lied to me that the girl was 24 and their son was 4. Every damn day he is on phone with the same girl claiming they're discussing their child. It pisses me off. So today I have decided to stalk the girl and lo and behold! The supposed bm is actually a 38 year old mumama who is married with 2 kids. None of the kids bears the name that this little boy lied to me about. So I call him and ask why he's been lying and he is tongue-tied. He thinks m

I've known my therapist (M) for about six years now but started with him in 2023. We worked on various projects amongst other people the years prior (I was an intern then) and not until 2023 that I(F)began my sessions with him. I had gone through SA and was thinking of offing myself at that time. He walked with me through that journey and I can gladly say that I am doing alright.

I had a session with one of my clients yesterday and needed debriefing. So I called my therapist who did not pick up. He called me earlier today and began by appreciating my physical beauty, my intellect, my work ethic and so many things- pretty much letting me know that he SEES me. He went ahead to confess that he