I just need some positive reinforcement.

I launched a building in 2018, got on as an AFM and loved it. Struck gold with great management and natural born leaders. I made my way to L3 Master Trainer then was struck with heart issues. . . I was unable to recover in time of my leave of absence so I lost my job. They even interviewed me on my leave for L5 and I got inclined. . coming back here at the bottom.. I love the knowledge I can share with others but the climb seems so far. I know I can make it back or get even higher if I put my mind to it but was I just in the right place at the right time? I'm packing as a white badge now, and just needing some positive reinforcement. Love you all.