Was baptized 6 months ago and I already want to leave the Church

(19M) To start off there are a lot of things I love about the Church, the people, the aesthetics, my faith has freed me from addiction and has made me a legitimately better person. But I can’t take it anymore, I get a ton of anxiety from confession and sins in general that I spend every day being worried about and most recently that has latched onto me playing video games stressing out about the sinfulness of different games and now I feel as though I need to get rid of the majority of the games (and tv shows, movies, etc) that I engage with or else I will be sinning (and sometimes mortally) and even though I still genuinely believe Christ rose from the dead and that he’s God I am at a point in which I am genuinely questioning why I should follow the faith, yeah I’m aware it’s kind of wimpy and pathetic but so much of that media stuff is who I am, not to mention that gaming is the number one way I interact with my friends and I love my interests and it feels like I’m being asked to give them up in exchange for more crippling anxiety and God refusing to speak to me.