Am I being dramatic?

I’m honestly starting to think that being a bigger guy is ruining my life. Maybe I’m just looking at it wrong idk but that’s how it seems. I remember when I was smaller people treated me like I was King of the world and it was weird because most of the time these people didn’t know me. Women did whatever it took just for my attention ALONE, guys treated me like a big brother and even father figure, my absence was treated like a tragedy and my presence was treated like a gift from the most high.

It was all weird to me. When I gained weight all of this stopped. IM NOT SAYING I WANTED THAT STUFF BECAUSE I DIDN’T. Im just a human being like everyone else. Gaining weight attracted disrespect, abandonment, lies and fake love. My weight gain is treated as if I backstabbed everyone and I don’t understand it. I still help people, I still love and respect people nothing has changed except my weight but I’m treated like I’m nothing now. Am I being dramatic? Am I just in the wrong spaces? Or did I really just discover how fat people are treated? I’m open to all comments.