Tell me no

Every day I wake up and say today is my start of a tolerance break so I can form more healthy relationship with my weed use. And then I’m smoking.

Today I’m already wanting to smoke and I smoked right before midnight last night. I woke up this morning, knowing that I wanted a break today and while I want to break, I also really want to go out and smoke.

Somebody tell me no. My voice saying no feels too weak to stay a no.