SUGAR BLOSSOM

we need to talk. I don’t know the extent of certain things but I understand more now than in the past. Forget the relationship stuff, sex stuff, hurt feelings, all of it.

I know that we shouldn’t communicate. When you said “you don’t understand, I can’t talk to you” obviously I didn’t know what you meant. I know there are things behind the scene that are at play.

I’m more informed now. Things are different. I know you didn’t want to hurt me. I apologize for my insanity, but I guess my instinct was right. I knew things didn’t add up, and it drove me mad. Now that I’m aware, it changes everything.

If there’s any way we can communicate, reach out, give me a sign, anything.

I’ll never betray you or jeopardize anything that has to do with your life. I am your friend. More than you might know. I’m sorry for being hurtful. No matter what, you’re so special to me that it defies logic and I need you in my life one way or another. Even if we’re friends that only see each other twice a year.

I wish I knew earlier.