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Need someone to let me taste/swallow them real quick. North side. No strings, pull up, I’ll use my mouth until you’re drained and swallowed. I’m not picky and need it now.

Drive up, park and I’ll immediately get in and start sucking! If you’re walking just lmk, we can meet in an alley, you can throat fuck me, finish down my throat, and walk away. Real and serious!

Please call me

Text me

Email me

Write me a note

Anything. Please. I can’t take it anymore. I only have a couple questions and it has NOTHING to do with anything that we’ve talked about in the past. This is something else, something entirely different.

This has nothing to do with “us” and I wouldn’t even be bothering you if you weren’t connected to the situation. I don’t know what else to do, who to talk to, where to go. I’m so overwhelmed and stressed out that I’m physically deteriorating. I’m trying to tough it out and move forward but everything has changed. Life isn’t the same, nothing is the same and if I don’t figure out what direction to go soon, I’m not going to have it in me t

we need to talk. I don’t know the extent of certain things but I understand more now than in the past. Forget the relationship stuff, sex stuff, hurt feelings, all of it.

I know that we shouldn’t communicate. When you said “you don’t understand, I can’t talk to you” obviously I didn’t know what you meant. I know there are things behind the scene that are at play.

I’m more informed now. Things are different. I know you didn’t want to hurt me. I apologize for my insanity, but I guess my instinct was right. I knew things didn’t add up, and it drove me mad. Now that I’m aware, it changes everything.

If there’s any way we can communicate, reach out, give me a sign, anything.

I’ll never bet

That she will hear those words from me.

That three word expression that’s so commonly taken for granted.

I’ve waited to say it because those words mean everything to me

I don’t take them lightly

This woman has shown me that I’m still capable of it.

Throughout one of the darkest periods of my life

She’s the one that wants me around.

She doesn’t make me feel less than,

She doesn’t use my insecurities against me,

She sees how devastated, confused, and broken down I’ve been from others actions

Yet she doesn’t see that as a weakness

She sees it as proof that I care.

That the people I choose to associate with, past or present, actually mean/meant the world to me.

She sees that I’m mi

I don’t have many people that I can turn to anymore

They’ve almost all disappeared

Either deceased or they’ve removed themselves from my life due to me being too much, too sensitive, too chaotic

Etc.

And that’s ok, I don’t want to cause problems for anyone let alone those I care about most

Usually I’m able to get by, move on, bounce back,

Sometimes I can even thrive.

I can always see light at the end of the tunnel, there’s never a shortage of things to look forward to

To work towards, look forward to, to live for.

I’ve had a crazy life, years of hardship, heartbreak, grief, incarceration, addiction, betrayal, poverty, loss

Pain. A lot of fucking pain.

I’ve always somehow came ou

How could I ever admit to it?

That I still yearn for the way you’d look at me,

That even after everything that’s happened I’d hold you as tight as possible and kiss you as if we were newly in love,

That I’m not capable at staying mad or holding resentment towards you,

That I’d sacrifice everything in my life and run away with you,

That I’m constantly pretending that I’m not still completely heartbroken,

That I’ve never been more attracted to someone,

That I feel as though I’m suffocating by loving a person that wanted to watch me get physically hurt,

That I willingly let you use and degrade me just so I was able to see you again,

That I feel as pathetic as can for seeing such good

You got me fucked up.

all the way.

set on fire by your choices,

life will never be the same again.

I know you don’t feel empathy

Yet I still loved you.

Unconditionally.

Throughout all the dysfunction,

I loved you.

As you finish your shift,

Drink your drinks

Lie and Fuck whoever

Remember the person you wish you didn’t betray

The person that made you feel beautiful.

The person that drove himself mad for you.

Thanks for the keys my love,

Doors that were previously sealed shut

Are now wide open.

Hope you had a good night and get home safe

Oh

And have a stay frosty for me

(Or whatever the fuck it’s called)

                          Miguelito

Yes.

Just about every word has been for you.

You told me how you loved Reddit once, before I ever used it.

So I checked it out

I love it too.

Now I use it as a release to cope with everything.

Thanks for putting me on game qt

Even though you’re probably my biggest hater

I do still love you

And that’s ok

Because I don’t need you to love me back.

I’m happy we were able to see each other again,

Even if it was brief.

Goodbye my love